Thomas' s Journey!
My journey was not pleasant, nor really unpleasant. I got stuck
in this thick mist right
away. I fell asleep first, I had taken pills. I so badly wanted
to sleep, to never wake up
again. But I did wake up and when I woke up again, I was
surrounded by mist. It took
me ages and ages to get my bearings. I did sometimes hear voices
calling and I was
aware at times of figures beckoning me, but somehow I could not
focus on the voices or
the figures. It took a long time for me to get out of that dense
fog, years and years in
your time sense, until you started looking for me, somehow that
lifted the mist. Then I
began focusing on those voices and figures around me.
And I met Mike and Robert, they were all there, all waiting to
help me. No, I was never
afraid, nor was I unhappy or lonely, just amazed and disoriented
by the dense fog, but
then I thought I could hear you calling me. I heard you call my
name; I heard your voice
and then I saw you sitting there, just waiting for me and then I
knew I had come home
again. I was home again. I was with you again. I have been helped
so much by the
No, you don't get punished for taking your own life. It is not
condoned, of course, and
you will have to repair the damage yourself, I have a lot of work
to do to catch up. We
will tell you more and more so you will understand. No my
darling, all journeys are
different. Your journey, you ask? It is a long way off in your
time sense, but when the
time comes, we'll be there to help you. You'll be so full of
anticipation, you'll be dying to
see us, hmm, good one that. Enough for now, my love, I'll be back
You are always
on my mind.
on my mind.
on my soul.
You are always there!
I have a house on the hill
I can see the sea
I can see the trees,
I paint the view.
watercolour was received through inspirational painting.
Thomas used my hand to paint it. He painted his House on the
Hill in the Beyond , so I could get an idea what it is like.
Keep a candle burning for all of us,
here and in the Beyond.
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